Friday, March 14, 2014

go beyond creating your little nest egg


From The Desk Of Sandi Krakowski.... journal in hand, sharing my heart. 

 
I get so tired of this super pious religious crap where people say they are laying aside their dreams as some 'crucified life death to self sacrifice for Jesus.' No that's ego. Because at the core of why we do that is this: I feel important because you know I gave up everything. Look at me, giving up everything. Look at how holy I am because I gave up everything. NO! If God put a desire in you to steward so that the world could benefit from it, to add value to others, to not fulfill that dream is an OUTWARD ACT OF SELFISHNESS!

You know what the crucified life is? You know what death to self is? You want to know what it's like to EXCHANGE His life for yours, so that HE increases and YOU decrease? DO WHAT HE anointed and appointed and empowered and authorized for you to do! You are not helping anyone out by staying in that dead end job, thinking you are laying aside your desires so that you can just be humble and be who God called you to be. NO that is an apathetic path of procrastination that masquerades itself as holy.

THE TRUE LIFE and path to greatness means you will DIE to those self criticizing thoughts, you will DIE to those 'just delay and lay down and be small' ideas and you will DIE to those notions that it doesn't matter, and that you can have a choice and you can create whatever life you want and you can build your plan and just make sure your family is comfy cozy. YOU are designing what you want your life to look like. NO the holy path is YOU are designing your life to WHAT GOD wants it to look like and you are on a mission to impact as many people in this one lifetime you have as you can!

YOU want to know what the Warrior path is all about? DYING to this selfishness, this religiousness that thinks that we are doing God any favors by just laying aside our dreams and 'being grateful.'

Yes I want you to be grateful and I want you to be so filled with gratitude that you stop LIVING like an orphan trying to earn the love and favor of God by what you do or don't do, trying to PROVE TO GOD that you love Him, and what you sacrifice and I want you to STEP INTO the sonship that Jesus Christ paid for you to own. I want you to LIVE and WORK from His love and not for His love!

I want you to give it your all, do the hard things, do the hard work, put in the long hours, love your family, keep your priorities straight, go beyond creating your little nest egg and go impact thousands of other people and help them with their needs!

I want you to realize that GOD put that dream inside of you and HE has an intention that you would fulfill it and be a love offering of His to the world! Take that class! Get that degree! Do the work! DO what God has said to do and do all things as unto the Lord and LET HIM raise you up and LET HIM make you famous for HIS glory and for HIS honor and so that you can take His love to places that are dark and cold!!! 

I define success as someone who is giving it their all, robbing hell, building their platform because they know that they know at the core of who they are that GOD ALMIGHTY has summoned them to a task and they will fulfill it. Come hell, come high water, come friends and family persecuting them and all the pathetic religious people who are living lazy lives and just settling in a corner calling it 'holy'.  RISE UP my friends. THIS IS the year of OPEN DOORS!  RISE UP! 

 

The hardest thing I've ever done with my life is fulfill God's dreams for me. It's His love offering to the world and it's MY JOB to fulfill it. It's the best thing I've ever done too!

With love,
Sandi Krakowski

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

The Lord is Faithful







Wherever you are in your journey

The Lord cares so much about every detail of your life.

He put the desires in your heart

The more that you seek Him, the more your desires will become His

Don’t try to get ahead of God by trying to figure out how it is going to happen

Trust that if He created this earth and everything in it in such intricate detail, 

that he has your life planned and figured out

It will be beyond anything you can ever dream, ask, or imagine
 



Our God is so faithful.

Tuesday, March 11, 2014

Homesick

 
 
 
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I just went on a 4 mile run during my lunch break today
As I was running along the most beautiful path along lake union the sun was shining, beautiful house boats to my left, the wind at my face, the city of Seattle in clear view ahead of me
I see the our most famous landmark the Space Needle
 I look up at the tallest building in Seattle, the Columbia Tower
 I also see a glimpse of a 12th flag that now holds even more meaning to our beloved Superbowl champions- Definitely a year remember for Seattleites- a name I thought I would always call myself
But you now what I kept thinking about? How I wish I was somewhere else
I don’t know where but I am homesick
My soul is longing for something more, something bigger
Something or somewhere I can give more of myself and be broken for that what breaks Him



As long as we are on this earth, we will ache for something bigger,
because we were designed for something bigger- something better.
We are designed for an intimate relationship with God forever.
- Jennie Allen " Restless"

 
Go and make disciples of all nations. Matthew 28:18-20


I don’t think its in Seattle
In fact, I don’t think I belong in any specific city, state or country
We are called to GO into this world and be a light for Him
Wherever that is for me , is where I belong
Whether that is Africa in June
 Phoenix later this summer
I don’t know where I belong right now
I do know its not Seattle
Or Enumclaw
I dont know
But it is true, I am homesick
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I may not know where I belong but I know Whom I belong too
He promises He will direct my path
I am holdiong onto Him to lead me into the unknown and satisfy my longing only He can fill
You know what I think? 
I think I know exactly where I am homesick for- My forever home-
A place where Seattle sunsets or the Seattle skyline will never compare
A real home where I will be able to forever worship Him, forever be wrapped in His love forever
I have no doubt God intentionally creates this feeling of nostalgia for a place we have never been
He wants us to always be reminded that His eternal home for us will always be better than any home or place  here on earth
To remind us that that the only home we are to long for is His home
Knowing that my real home is with Him
Knowing that I wont be landing at a final desination but rather a path 
 This creates a bravery I never knew I had to go into the unknown
Excitement, desire and yet peace waiting expectantly for when He calls me to GO
I will embrace being homesick and embrace wherever He calls me to next along this path
Because He has promised that walking along with Him is better than we can ever imagine

I can’t wait to see what He has in store

“You have made us for Yourself, and our hearts are restless until they find their rest in You."
- Saint Augustine



"Where I Belong"
Building 429
 
All I know is I'm not home yet
This is not where I belong
Take this world and give me Jesus
This is not where I belong


 

Monday, March 10, 2014

Lord, the time is getting closer



Lord, the time is getting closer
June 15th is coming fast
I am still holding onto Your promise and truth that You have a plan for me
I will always go back to that day in October
You were so clear and told me this was my last year at SPU
You are a BIG God, a God of miracles and abundance
help me to ignore my critics or close friends and family who doubt what I am doing
They dont understand Your path for me
Lord, You have called me into something bigger -beyond what I am imagine or see
 I dont know what exactly, but I am trusting You will have something soon
Open a door I never imagined Lord and let Your Glory shine ALL over my life
 
 
 
Let Your light shine in a way that puts every ones doubts aside
Let your Glory shine so bright that they when they see me life,
They exclaim "Only by God"
 I am steppping out into faith with You because thats all I know how to live right now
Lead me to Your Glory, Your path for my life
Open a door and I will follow... anywhere
All You have to say is "GO"